katy_gabriella

katy_gabriella @ 2005-09-11T20:01:00

2005-09-12T03:03:05Z

the worst weekend of my life....

katy_gabriella @ 2005-08-31T21:39:00

2005-09-01T04:46:57Z

See, baby
I know you done had your share of girls
I am more than confident
You won't ever have to search these streets for affection
I got you

What kind of girl you like
I know my looks can be deceivin'
Tell me am I your type
My main goal is to please you

What's on the schedule tonight
Am I the reason you'll be treatin'
I hope you have an appetite
So tell me will you come and spend the night

My love is like...whoa
My kiss is like...whoa
My touch is like...whoa
My sex is like...whoa
My ass is like...whoa
My body's like...whoa
And you're kissin' it
So what you think of it

Hold me like you never wanna let me go
If you're likin' what you're tastin' Baby let me know
See if you're gonna love me better love me strong
'Cause I want this love to love last all night long

NeW CaR

2005-07-25T17:50:48Z

I GOT A NEW CAR ON SATURDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it so cute!

and im so excited!!!!

school starts in like two weeks. i dont wanna go back but it should be alright ... SENIOR YEAR!!!

my birthday is in less than 4 months ! i cant wait! me and lindley are planning out our birthdays and tattoos and everything! i cant wait !

katy_gabriella @ 2005-07-01T13:18:00

2005-07-01T20:19:14Z

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

katy_gabriella @ 2005-05-28T14:48:00

2005-05-28T21:50:03Z

SUMMER 2005!!!!!!!!!

i cant WAIT! it has been a BLAST so far! should be fun!

HELL YEA!

hmmm

2005-05-23T04:26:02Z

love isnt easy...but nothing worth getting ever is.

the things we fear are usually the most worth while.

Always weigh what I've lost against what I left
So progress report: I am missing you to death

Someone old
No one new
Feeling borrowed
Always blue

You said you'd keep me honest
But I won't call you on it

And the record won't stop skipping
And the lies just won't stop slipping
And besides my reputations on the line
We can fake it for the airwaves
Force our smiles, baby, half dead
From comparing myself to everyone else around me

"We're good friends only when you're on your knees"

I'll be your best kept secret
and your biggest mistake
so wear me like a locket
around your throat
I'll weigh you down
I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue

i've learned

2005-05-20T22:06:49Z

I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.
I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.
I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.
I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life."
I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.
I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back.
I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.
I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone.
People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I've learned that I still have a lot to learn.
I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

katy_gabriella @ 2005-04-25T15:21:00

2005-04-25T22:23:05Z

i would just like to say.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS MEGAN CROUCH!!!!!

I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK AND I HOPE THAT YOUR BIRTHDAY WAS WONDERFUL!!!

katy_gabriella @ 2005-04-20T16:46:00

2005-04-20T23:47:24Z

It's the simple things in life
Like the kids at home and a loving wife
That you miss the most when you lose control
Everything you love starts to disappear
The devil takes you hand and says no fear
Have another shot, just one more beer
I've been there, that's why I'm here.

katy_gabriella @ 2005-04-09T18:06:00

2005-04-10T01:18:32Z

so i got my wisdom teeth pulled yesterday. they had been hurting really bad since like monday or tuesday so my mom called and they said they had a cancelation so they could take mine out on friday. i found out thursday so i only really had one day to worry about it. so friday i leave school early and i was so scared. i went in and they put me to sleep and then when i got up i had gauze stuffed in my mouth and it was all over. then i went home and slept for like a half hour while the novicane wore off. once that was gone my whole mouth hurt so bad! so i took my pain pills and then went with my mom to rent movies. i didnt think that i was going to be able to go anywhere but i was fine at the movie store. by then it had stopped bleeding and i wasnt feeling anything. on the way home terra called me and asked me where i was and i told her i was on my way home. when i got home her and danielle and jessica and krista h were all waiting for me. they went through peoples yards and picked all these flowers for me! i was so excited! so then they wanted to go to the cinderella affair and find a prom dress so i decided that i was fine and i could go with them. so we go and we all found really pretty dresses and they were free! i was so excited even though im not even going but yea after doing that for like 2 hours we decided to go to someburros to get some food. well i hadnt eaten all day cuz i wasnt allowed to eat before i went in and i didnt want to eat after. so at someburros i ate some food but all soft stuff cuz i couldnt chew anything so i had to swallow it. then i came home and all the girls went out. so today i get up and my mouth was so stiff and everything and it hurt so bad. so i took more pills. then megan came over and we hung out for a while and then we went to costco with my mom cuz i wanted to get out of the house. so after that megan left and i slept for a while. now im up and i cant stand sitting in my house. im really hungry cuz i cant eat anything. everyone is gone and im home all alone and i want to leave. im just scared that if i leave i will feel like shit and not have fun. oh well. i might go out with the girls. julio is in mexico so i cant hang out with him. i duno what anyone else is doing. oh well i will probably just stay home and sleep. maybe do some of my homework...

wisdom teeth suck!

katy_gabriella @ 2005-04-06T21:37:00

2005-04-07T04:52:08Z

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe
That you came up to me and said I love you
I love you too!
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly

Cada Vez
Cada Vez Que Lo Veo Pasar, mmmmm
Mi Corazon Se Enloquece
Y Me Empieza A Palpitar

katy_gabriella @ 2005-04-02T13:20:00

2005-04-02T20:20:46Z

She was born with her mother's habit
Guess you could say it's in her blood
She hates it that she's gotta have it
She fills her glass up.

She'd love to kill that bottle
But all she could think about is
A better life, a second chance
And everyone she's lettin' down
She throws that bottle down.

Here's to the strong
Thanks to the brave
Don't give up hope
Some people change
Against all odds
Against the grain
Love finds a way
Some people change.

lost...

2005-03-16T22:11:37Z

im so lost now ... i dont know what to do anymore...

please help

busy

2005-02-16T23:58:40Z

hmmm well i havent written in here for a long time so i decided that it would be a good thing to do ....

i have been really busy with work and school and everything like that lately. i am falling behind in all my classes. i havent been doing any of my homework or anything like that and i have like c's in all of my classes which isnt too bad but my mom will kill me. we got in a huge fight the other day about my schedule for next year cause i told her that i was going to take a half day and she got upset with me. she wants me to take a full schedule cuase it will "look better for college" whatever. im not going to be in school all day my sr year. but yea

me and josh celebrated valentines day on saturday with justin and amanda. it was cute and really fun so yea.

i have been hanging out with tarah and jessica and danielle lately. they are really cool and we always have so much fun together. i am really glad that i am getting away from the drama and bullshit that comes with being friends with krista s. we dont really talk anymore and my life has been so much easier and ... less hectic.

so today school was ... school. the power went out in first hour and then we had a fire thing during seventh hour so some of my day was wasted on that. we went to wendys for lunch today and the girls told me i was a bad driver cause i passed a truck in a no passing zone. they had fun though so yea. then after school i came home and washed my clothes so that i will have something to wear tomorrow to school. then i went to work out and tan. and now im back at home about to go take a shower so that i will be ready when danielle calls me. me and her and jessica are going to get something to eat and then going to the corona vs marcos game tonight. it should be fun. its at corona though so yea. but it is the like ... playoffs or regionals or whatever they do so yea it will be cool.

well i guess that is all i have to say for now....

how was everyones valentines day ?!?!

katy_gabriella @ 2005-01-28T16:07:00

2005-01-28T23:15:08Z

today is turning out to be a horrible day! it satrted this morning when i woke up late for school...after rushing around to get ready danielle picked me up and we went to school. then first hour we had to clean all hour and second hour we just sat around... third hour i took the hardest test i have ever taken in spanish and completely failed it ! oh well! then in physics we didnt do anything so krista pulled me out of class and we just sat and talked all hour. then was lunch and i decided that i wasnt going to go back to school for 6th or 7th hour. then some REALLY REALLY bad things happened while i was at lunch and i just got so pissed and sad and just upset all together. that was the worst part of the whole day. i am so upset. so then after talking to the cops and watching his car get towed...ben drove me home. i left right from there and picked up amanda and we went to visit justin at work and then to chilis for lunch. then we went back to her house and then after a while i came home. now im sitting here trying to figure out what im gunna do tonight. i know im going to go get my phone fixed and then work out and tan with amanda but after that im not sure .... hopefully it will only get better from here cuz from where im at ... it cant get much worse.

on a happier note~~i got to leave school at lunch and i got to see him before he left ....

how was everyone elses day?!?!

thinking

2005-01-03T04:18:57Z

hmmm so i feel like me and amanda are drifting...maybe its just me and maybe i am over reacting but we havent really like ... hung out hung out in a week! like i went to lunch with her and chrissy on friday but that wasnt really like hanging out ... then i went to her house and cried to her on thursday but it was more just me feeling sorry for myself and trying to figured out what i was going to do with my mom and her hanging out with justin and watching tv. i duno i just miss the first week of break! it was so much fun! we would go to lunch liek everyday and it was like given that we were haning out that night as soon as we both got out of work. i duno i think im just all pmsy and emotional and crap but i really feel like we arent that close now and i really really feel like she doesnt want to hang out with me and im only there cuz i call her all the time. i feel like if i didnt call her or anything then she would be happy cuz she wouldnt have to make up anymore excuses about why we cant hang out that night! i know that she is really really really busy with work and her parents making her do all this stuff for them and i know that she has been like grounded pretty much all break and crap and i understand that she needs time to do all that and i think im just in a crappy mood cuz break is over and everything and like i feel like i had been looking foreward to it and it wasnt what i expected. i mean dont get me wrong cuz it was SOOOOO much fun and i had a great time haning out with manda and justin and mitch but i just feel like we didnt really do anything. i guess i am just feeling sorry for myself and being lonely. i duno.

~~manda~~i love you baybe girl and i wanna hang out on wed cuz we both dont have to work but if you and justin have something planned already then i COMPLETELY understand cuz i know it is your night and all! call me though! i love you to death and i miss you baybe gurl! XOXOX~~

on a happier note~~i am excited to go back to school tomorrow cuz i havent hung out with danielle or krista all break and i miss those girls !

but i better get going now cuz im gunna finish watching my movie, hang up my pictures in my room, and get all my folders and crap all orginized for school in the morning! i love you all!! ~~KaTy JaY

new years!

2005-01-02T06:03:54Z

let me start by saying ~~ HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE !

so my new years eve was pretty good! i just went over to my brotehrs house cuz he was having a party and me and suzanne and amanda got wasted together with my mom there! that was kinda weird! then me and the girls all started dancing on the bar ... then my mom got up there too ! it was kinda awkward! like dancing on the bar drunk off my ass with my mom at my older brothers house...hmmm! but it was so much fun ! i was supposed to hang out with manda and justin and mitch but they were too far away ! oh well ! so yea that was my new years eve... i would write more but thats pretty much all i can remember! sorry !

so today i slept until like 2:30 when i had to get up to go to work! work was boring and really sad. i found out that this girl that i work with .. aly .. well her boyfriends brother shot himself last night over a girl. like just as it was turning 12:00. i think that is so sad! and like half of the girls on the staff knew him so it was just a sad night. and aly went home early cuz she couldnt take it and then about a hour later...vanessa started crying so she left too! i duno i just think that killing yourself is really selfish and really really sad. and to think he did it over a girl makes it even worse cuz i dont think that anything should ever be that serious at our age to make you kill yourself. so yea...

now i am sitting here being really hyper and waiting to see if me and manda are gunna hang out cuz im not sure what is going on right now. but i think im gunna go finish watching my movie! i love you all and happy new year!!!!!!

i love her

2004-12-24T03:27:18Z

hmm so megan dropped cookies off at my house tonight! i love that girl to death! we are kinda ... fighting right now but kinda not really ... i duno its confusing but i seriously love her and nothing will ever change that no matter how big of a fight we get into. i think that we both have just changed so much and there really isnt anything we can do about it but i am just so happy that she would think of me and bake me cookies! i love you baybe girl and lets talk SOON !!!!!!!!!!!!!

so today i had to get up all early and go to the eye doctor and then to the other doctor! it sucked! my doctor told me that i have been losing too much blood lately and that now i dont ahve enough iron in my body. i was like ... hmm okay... cuz i have lost so much blood in the past few months ... except not really! but then at work tonight this girl tried this thing on my and it proved that my doctor was right! so now my mom is making me take pills to get more iron in my blood! but anyway after i got done at the doctors my mom wanted some food so we went to cousins for some subs! it was good too ! then amanda called me and wanted me to come over and watch moulin rouge and wrap presents! so i went over there and hung out. we didnt end up watching the movie cuz we got too into our soaps...days of our lives and passions! except we had to turn passions off early so that we would actually get some work done around her house. so then we cleaned the house and wrapped up some presents! it was fun! and i hope her mommy is happy cuz that house was really clean! then i had to go to work which was boring as usual! but i got my nightly massage from adrian! that was awesome! he gives the best massages! haha! well now i am sitting here looking and the cookies that megan made me and it makes me really want to make cookies of my own so i might go do that! or i might go clean my room so that tomorrow when everyone comes over for x-mas my house will be clean! im not sure yet! but i have so much energy...like weird energy cuz i didnt get enough sleep last night! haha! but i will write again later! i love you all ! ~~KaTy

CHRISTMAS EVE IS TOMORROW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fun night

2004-12-23T07:20:51Z

hmm so tonight amanda was grounded so she couldnt go out ... so we just "went to dance" and then went to taco bell ... only the most awesome place to eat... and then went back to her house to watch movies. we were eating when justin showed up and he ate some food and we were just talking to her mom and brother and then we decided that we shouldstart watching one of our movies. so we put in napoleon dynamite cuz manda wanted to watch it cuz she hadnt seen all of it. so me and her were laughing at like everything cuz that movie is so funny. justin didnt think it was funny like at all ! oh well ! then mitch showed up and thought the movie was stupid too...i think it is more funny the second time! then the guys mad us watch rocky IV ... well only the fight scenes and the part where rocky is training to beat the russian.then we made them watch a cinderella story ... and mitch was really getting into it! it was funny! after that it was too late to start another movie so we just sat and talked for like 45 min. well actually justin and mitch talked about cars while amanda fell asleep and i just kinda like ... listened but kinda fell asleep too... but then i had to go home so that was no fun!

well i guess i better get going cuz i have two doctors appointments in the morning... the first one at 8 which means i have to get up at 7! WAY too early on a day over break ! oh well ! im excited cuz after that me and kaitlin are gunna go do something... maybe shopping?!?! i duno prob just watch movies at ehr house and drive around... maybe get our nails done! im not sure yet but it should be fun! then i have to go to work and maybe after that i will hang out with alex cuz i kinda ditched her tonight ... sorry baybe ! im not sure what is going on yet but the day after tomorrow is CHRISTMAS EVE !!!! which means that i get to open all my presents! YAY ! im so EXCITED ! then the next day is CHRISTMAS ! and my brothers birthday ! but that day wont be much fun cuz i have to work from open til close! 10am-9pm! thats 11 hours ! that sucks ! and the next day i work sunday brunch from 9am-3pm. another 6 hours! but after that i think me and amanda and justin and mitch are gunna go look at christmas lights so that should be fun! i will write again about all my adventures the next few days ! i love you all !!!!

katy_gabriella @ 2004-12-18T23:08:00

2004-12-19T06:12:13Z

hmmm so today was an interesting day ...

me and amanda went shopping today and yea ...

to you~im sooo sorry that you have to put up with her. you deserve so much better then that ! but i am really really sorry that we came this morning... we werent expecting her to be there and im sorry you had to deal with her ... again but i know she means alot to you.

highlight of the day ~~ I GOT A NEW PUPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so excited ! he is so small and fluffy ! YAY !

i need to go wash my face...

goodbye

2004-12-15T00:43:40Z

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

i duno anymore

2004-12-11T07:18:30Z

i dont know what to do about this whole situation anymore ... it just gets me all pissy and grumpy when we dont hang out ... maybe im just being selfish and wanting everything to go my way...im just gunna back off for a while and see what happens... :/

UGH

2004-12-11T07:15:24Z

hmm so today i didnt go to school until lunch and i only went for 6th and 7th hour...waste of time if you ask me ! oh well! then i got home and got ready for work...went to work for a little bit then called amanda and went over to her house to pick her up. then we went to wendys cuz we were hungry then back to her house to eat while we waited for justin to pick us up. then we went to a kick back with him and hung out there for a little bit ... it was ok...then went back to amandas and i just went home cuz i was tired and really really grumpy !!!!!!!

i only wanted 2 things tonight .... i didnt get either one of them. this sucks.

hmmmm i duno what to do about him ....

2004-12-11T07:10:39Z

Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are ,you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you,you are)

[Chorus:]

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

Let me love you~~Mario

eh

2004-12-10T00:18:25Z

so my dad just gave me $500.... i feel bad but i really needed it .... i duno i feel so bad ! :(

i need to talk to amanda and i really really wanna talk to megan but i think she hates me ....